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What I'm about to write actually happened to me.
In 2010 a new girl joined my high school. I was only 16 at the time and I used to go to school with this girl at the high school I previously attended. We never talked then because of how different we were but when she joined my school we became really good friends.
As the months went by I eventually found myself to like this girl very much. Her creativity, her personality, her taste in music and how cute she would look at times even if she were to deny it.
Even whilst I was with a girlfriend during the time I knew her I couldn't stop having feelings for her.
A year eventually passed before i even told her I liked her all this time. She apparently knew it all along as well. I got a little mad at this as I wish she would have just told me so I would move on. But regardless of that I let it go because of the friendship we formed. By the time I had told her that I had actually liked her in the past as this time I had stopped liking her we were both mid-way into year 12 and doing our HSC. I was there for her when she would be stressing and crying about her body of work and tried to help her in anyway possible. This kept going till September 3rd.
On September 3rd this girl stopped talking me entirely. There was no explanation, no reason. She just stopped.
I only know it was this day because it was exactly 1 week before more grandfather's 1 year day of death; the one week I needed my friend more then anything.
On October 12th, 2 days after my grandfather's anniversary, I finally got told that I couldn't be trusted and that this feeling she had towards me had been building up for months. With that and my grandfather and everything going on I couldn't help but cry to myself in the other room. I still to this day don't know what I did wrong and wish I knew how to fix it. I miss the friendship I had once shared with her but at the same time I'm glad this happened. I know now who are my real friends and who I can trust. I know that no matter how nice you can be to a person or whether you have done everything you can to make sure they are ok some people will still be out to hurt you.
To the girl I am talking about... I miss the person you once were and the friendship we used to have. How you would tell me whats going on with my chem and art and stuff and brought me new music to listen to. But after what you did to me. After you abandoned me even when I helped you get through so much. I can't forgive you for that.
In 2010 a new girl joined my high school. I was only 16 at the time and I used to go to school with this girl at the high school I previously attended. We never talked then because of how different we were but when she joined my school we became really good friends.
As the months went by I eventually found myself to like this girl very much. Her creativity, her personality, her taste in music and how cute she would look at times even if she were to deny it.
Even whilst I was with a girlfriend during the time I knew her I couldn't stop having feelings for her.
A year eventually passed before i even told her I liked her all this time. She apparently knew it all along as well. I got a little mad at this as I wish she would have just told me so I would move on. But regardless of that I let it go because of the friendship we formed. By the time I had told her that I had actually liked her in the past as this time I had stopped liking her we were both mid-way into year 12 and doing our HSC. I was there for her when she would be stressing and crying about her body of work and tried to help her in anyway possible. This kept going till September 3rd.
On September 3rd this girl stopped talking me entirely. There was no explanation, no reason. She just stopped.
I only know it was this day because it was exactly 1 week before more grandfather's 1 year day of death; the one week I needed my friend more then anything.
On October 12th, 2 days after my grandfather's anniversary, I finally got told that I couldn't be trusted and that this feeling she had towards me had been building up for months. With that and my grandfather and everything going on I couldn't help but cry to myself in the other room. I still to this day don't know what I did wrong and wish I knew how to fix it. I miss the friendship I had once shared with her but at the same time I'm glad this happened. I know now who are my real friends and who I can trust. I know that no matter how nice you can be to a person or whether you have done everything you can to make sure they are ok some people will still be out to hurt you.
To the girl I am talking about... I miss the person you once were and the friendship we used to have. How you would tell me whats going on with my chem and art and stuff and brought me new music to listen to. But after what you did to me. After you abandoned me even when I helped you get through so much. I can't forgive you for that.
OMG You Just Don't Get It!!
I brought my childhood and my history of being bullies into this not to make myself get some sort of fucking advantage in the argument, I brought it up to demonstrate that I would never do to other people what was done to me. I know it hurts to be fucking treated like shit so I avoid doing that to people.
If I did in fact act in such a manner to which you say I well then maybe you need to think what was I going through at the time.
Also I very highly doubt people would have said for you to just ignore me and stop being my friend. I know the people in my group, alot better then you do and you wouldn't know them if not for me. So don't go f
My Side
Ok. Here is where I get a wtf reaction to things.
I don't recall lying to anyone, I only recall saying what I was told. I would not lie to anyone for the simple fact that I know what it is like to be lied to your face.
I did not say anyone influenced anyone leaving the band. No such words were ever said and as a matter of fact I have proof that when a band mate wanting to leave was decided I wished them luck.
Yes the 11/15 thing was a dick move and I apologized for that and you know it.
Where I find myself to be the most confused is where me being really low towards other is mentioned. I would never EVER insult someone willingly and l
The End Of My Schooling Life
This year has been crazy.
I finally finished my schooling life and the year I had along the way I will never forget.
I have made new friends and lost old ones.
I fell out of relationships and am now in one.
I realized just how far I can push myself and also where my limitations are.
But by far the most amazing thing I ever thought I would do happened..... I studied.
LOL
I honestly miss school. Not being able to wake up and see my friends everyday as a group is going to be a tough routine to break.
I'm 18 now and am looking for work so i can at least go and see my friends as much as I can whilst we are just out of school; who knows if
So Yer...
I'm single now. So yer...
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